SHOUT

ONE month have pass now.
ONE more month closer to A level.
Dunno y?
Even thought i worried about A level coming closer day by day, i juz cant get serious.
I'm thinking of playing everyday.
Can i carry on this kind of life.
But it seems like i cant study anywhere.
School itself is highly distracting by the new J1.
The temptation of playing PSP of a friend.
I juz cant freaking focus.
Even at home, the sight of com, bed is distracting me.
Perhaps i just have to wait till common test to wake up from my current life.
Dunno wad is affecting me this few days, i juz cant control my temper well.
I dun wanna become wad i am when i'm in secondary.
Sometime i juz hope to be free from all troubled.
U see me joking and making a fool of myself, but is that who i am.
Or it is juz a mask i use to cover myself from thing.
Strange stuff coming from a joker right.
EVERYTHING SEEMS POINTLESS TO ME NOW.